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Good morning!

Today, I was blasting my music all loud in my room and remembered that it's already the end of the month of October, I cannot believe how this year is coming close to an end. I honestly can't wait for this year to end.

So anyways! I have quite the selection of songs that I have been listening to on the regular, it feels nice to have songs to listen to when I'm out and about, something about just blocking the noise of the city with my earpiece plugged in and imagining life through these songs makes it easier to go through the day.

Deli Spice - Chau Chau

If you haven't noticed, I've changed my blog's song to this song! It's by a Korean band, called, Deli Spice! I heard this song from one of Running Man's episode and began to love this song so much. I love how the guitar solo at the beginning of this song makes me feel all calm and euphoric and I also find it cute how there are only two sentences repeating throughout the song!

"neo-ui moksoriga deullyeo 
(I hear your voice)

I heard this song when I finished watching the first season of the tv series, Castle, the song is so simple yet it's in depth with meaningful lyrics and emotions. I like it! The episode of Castle that I heard this song from was a heartfelt, tearjerking one. So, yeah! Good song!

Bestie - Love Options

I saw this song when Running Man's facebook page promoted this song and when I read the lyrics, I became to like the chorus of this song and the silly dance step to "Doo doo doo d-doo doo doo doo doo doo d-doo doo!". I love the feel good music of this song and it's sooo bubbly and silly, it's cute! XD

"naega sarang motaneun iyu na honjaman solloin iyu
(There’s a reason why I can’t love, a reason why I’m still single)
da inneun geoya da isseul geoya da inneun geoya
(There’s a reason, there’s a reason, there’s a reason)
Hey jeo byeollo baraneun geo eobseoyo
(Hey, I don’t expect much)
naega yeonae motaneun iyu na honja moime naganeun iyu
(There’s a reason why I can’t date, a reason why I go out alone)
da inneun geoya da isseul geoya da inneun geoya
(There’s a reason, there’s a reason, there’s a reason)
Hey jeo jeongmal baraneun geo eobseoyo
(Hey, I don’t expect much!)"

Demi Lovato - Don't Forget

This song is good to just sing your heart out in your bedroom while holding a hairbrush! I'm guilty for doing that (>__<) XP

Mindy Gledhill - Feather in the Wind

Another song that's good to sing along to and I think Mindy is a great songwriter. It's a good song to uplift your spirits.

Demi Lovato - In Case

This. Has. Powerful. Lyrics. Enough said.

"Strong enough to leave you
But weak enough to need you
Cared enough to let you walk away
I took that dirty jacket
From the trash right where you left it
'Cause I couldn't stand to see it go to waste"

Marc Cohn - True Companion

This song gives me a good, positive frequency in my soul to feel peaceful and hopeful for better days.

This really makes sense as I read it on a forum some time ago. Here's an excerpt:

"There is certain music vibrating at a certain frequency, which makes you feel good: as far as I know, it is called high frequency music or love frequency, which has no opposite.
If you give your full attention to this music, your frequency will get at the same level of love frequency and you will be feeling in peace, in oneness"

Who doesn't love Disney and Tinkerbell, right? This is an oldie but a goodie! It makes me happy listening to this song.

Mindy Gledhill - All About Your Heart (NIE Version)

This was my previous blog's song! This song gives me a ton of good frequency in my every single day cos' the lyrics are words that I truly believe in! Another wonderfully written song
-claps hands-

Tokki like. Tokki want!

<3,
Tiff

I've forgotten to post what gifts I got her, so here are some pics! I was just thinking that a 19 year old can never have enough fashion accessories, so, I got her some! I adore the paper bag that I got cos' it has me, the Tokki, on the print, plus, other cute animals that I love! I loved that paper bag so much and thought it was cute! /(^x^)\



I had a rough start for this week but I am blessed for my girlfriends, sometimes, they just know what to say without knowing how I feel at that exact moment. For this, I stay grateful and will continue to always find something about every day to smile about! (^__^) What better way to do than be in control of my own emotions! <3 Fighting yah!
I spent my weekend the other time trying to release my creative flow. I have totally forgotten about my dance class cos' I was extremely tired from the party the previous night. So, I spent some time sitting down at home and tried coming up with ideas for a character development of what Tokki from Borealis would look like!
I know I shouldn't add human ears on her cos she has bunny ears already, so, I'll have to modify that once I can come up with a solid vision for Borealis' Tokki. And I figured I shouldn't put a face on her, so, I opted for a solid, opaque mask. I don't want her face to be shown cos' I feel it's best to not show her facial expressions or how she really look like. The best phrase I could use for this would be from Transfomers' theme song, "There's more than meets the eye". So yeah! I guess, it's good for protection cos Tokki has grown to show expression easily nowadays too.
(.__.  );


"Strong enough to leave you. But weak enough to need you. Cared enough to let you walk away"

Thank you to all who were there that night: Eunice's family, Jason, Waikit, Jian, Jiven, Guan, Daniel, Daniel's brother (forgotten his name now) and the cutiepatootie lil missy girl in the blue dress. Hehe XD


All in all, I am happy the birthday girl is happy. She truly deserves a good time. I left earlier as I couldn't bar hop any more as I had a hectic busy week prior to all of this. She went bar hopping with her friends till the morning came. Haha! I usually appreciate a quiet night by catching up on series or movies or doing something personally creative, but this was one of those nights I had to make it a loud one for my friend. I hope you truly enjoyed your birthday this year, prettiness!

All I see is strong,
All I see is brave,
All I see is everything when a tear streams down your face

The sounds of footsteps walking down the stairs,
The sounds of cars moving by like a night won't come again,
I see a tough, grown man with eyes that water that no voice could utter

..this is a time when the world isn't a matter..

Curled in an embrace,
Not a clue or a word could be said,
Yet, in a city's night.. it turned silent

All I hear is strength
All I hear is courage
All I hear is everything when tears flow down your face

x,
Tokki Tiff

Show me what's meaningful.

Tell me there is a real thing. Tell me genuine things that I could believe in again.

Thank you.

Hey everybody!

Yay, me and my girls have lots done for Nov 9th! Hotel and flight tickets have all been booked, also, I've purchased a few dresses, hehehe! Shopping online is great! (*^__^*)b I have exactly 16 days left till my girls arrive here from Brunei and Australia. Ah, I miss them so much. They make me laugh and turn silly all the time, I love you all! BFFs forever and always yah!
I am feeling excited, of course!

<3,
Tiff

I have a hard time explaining to people this question.

I'm sorry.

However, if you want to explain to me why carebears shoot out lighted up hearts from their tummies to save the world, I'd be glad to know! Thanks yah! (^__^)b

Happy Eid Mubarak & Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha to all friends and family celebrating today!

Unfortunately for me, I am working today and I can't be in Singapore to celebrate. Really missing out on today, feeling bummed out about it but it's okay. I am grateful for lots of things, especially the animals that have sacrificed their lives for us, in order for us to move this universe in cycle and circling around continuously!
I've also been busy running errands and sorting out plans for Nov 9th's Hen Party that I had to give my last Saturday's dance class a miss!

I've yet to shop for a new outfit for myself and we're deciding on a soft peach/salmon color, while the bride-to-be will be wearing white.

I need to get dresses that look like these!




I've gotten the cakes sorted out. Thanks to my colleague, Renee, for the recommendation and I got a real good price on it that I'm planning to get two cakes! I have other things KINDA sorted out, but will definitely be waiting for the girls to get here so we can get it all done together!

YAYYY YATAA!!!!
 \\(^__^)//

I've been catching up on a lot of series and some movies! I watched the first season of Breaking Bad, omg, this series was so intense and crazy! The first episode of Castle was kind of slow, I wasn't paying much attention on it, guess it didn't get me hooked on it. Once Upon a Time never fails to keep me sitting at the edge of my seat. I can't wait for more episodes on How I Met Your Mother. Wooo!

And OF COURSE, I watched the latest Running Man episode! I love when their episodes have roleplay in them! Kwang Soo had to be a school girl/spy policewoman, named, Kwang Ja! LMAO XD

OH YAY!

I'm gonna be seeing my girls again next month cos one of them will be getting hitched soon, so, we are throwing a hen party for her!! \\(^__^)//



There are so many themes and colors to choose from. All kinds of ideas are popping out of my head. It's so nice to have my girls flying out here, cos' the bride to be will be having her dresses designed here. It's just best that we do her party out here too!

So many things needed planning/organizing to:

• Sort out the color for our dresses and accessories
• Plan what finger foods/snacks to have
• Figure out the type of design of cake for her
• Plan room decorations - balloons, streamers, glitter, candles and etc.
• List of out songs to put in our playlist
• Play fun, naughty games and activities XP

In a city, there lives a Tokki!

However, my perspectives and philosophy in life have gradually changed.  Some several years ago, it used to be me being thrilled and excited about being back in a city, but my experience of having lived in Brunei taught me how to appreciate life. Living there, life was in absolute solitude; it was nice being around nature and the laid back lifestyle kept me feeling calm. It was not as fast paced when compared to being here- everything there seemed more relaxing and family time feels great! (^__^)b

I've met a lot of people from there who I still keep in contact with and I truly love them until this day. I am lucky to call some of them my best friends. For that, I am truly blessed because no matter where I stand in life, they have never once judged me and they still keep being the truest friends that I have even up till now. Thank you, I love you all!

In this city, I wish for more people to turn their frowns to smiles. I wish for more people to stop rushing. I wish for more people to stop thinking that life is one big massive emergency.

Sometimes, being in the most busiest place out of the rest of this country makes me feel so alone. I am grateful for family, friends, bosses and colleagues, but it seems like, sometimes, most people may digress and forget about what's real. Be in touch with life, please? Be in touch with your soul!

It's like that picture above, I feel like I am just swinging up top and seeing everything moving in chaos but do you know how silly you look from up here?

Yes, it's easier said than done. So many errands. So many chores. So many this and so many that.

But try to take a step back and look at this life as a whole, big picture.

Pause for a minute. Take a step back and Look around you.

What do you see?

Oh Life, you are one big mystery.

xo,
Tiff

Such a badass song!



I want to watch!!

Anohana (August 2013)

I've watched the series and it moved me to tears! T__T So, I would really love to catch this film.

There is one called Angel Beats and another one called Peach Girl.





AND OMG! I can finally get back to watching 2 Broke Girls! I haven't finished the Season 2 yet, but one of my best girlfriends, Anna, told me that Season 3 has premiered!!!! AHHHHHHHHH -hands on face-



It's okay, Tokki will find a wayyyy. If there's a will, there's a way, my dears!