Top of the morning!

Every single day I come across with either family, friends, colleagues or strangers alike who go through many life's experiences.

Most of the time, I would imagine myself being in their position, how tough or fun it would be to be in their shoes, depending on what the situation is. The sharing of their stories would make you gain wisdom and knowledge about life in general. There are things I wish they wouldn't need to go through, there are times I wish I could shake a person to wake up and pull themselves up together..but when it comes to joyful stories, the sharing of it amplifies the beautiful energy around us and make us feel hopeful. It makes you look forward to unexpected things in life.

At the midst of everything that's happening lately, I am also trying to discover other parts of my being that could bring an emotion of stillness - not being numb - but basically being still yet peaceful. There were so many things in the past that I have wholeheartedly invested myself on, because I am a firm believer that when you want to do something right, do it at a hundred and ten percent and not be half-assed about it.

Doing something halfway or at the last minute REALLY grinds my gears. One of my biggest pet peeves.

Being in my mid 20s', oh mannn..is not an easy thing, you make your own decisions and you have a mountain full of responsibilities and daily errands. This whole soul searching thing is slowly driving me insane, which brings me to want to find balance, harmony and inner peace in within myself.

Yeah.

Well..

I thought LOVE makes the world go round, I thought nothing else matters since that feeling of giving and showing it is AND feels enough, but believe me, it's.. not.

That's just one of the songs from the Powerpuff Girls! (Song in video below)



Oh yes..

This song.. I used to sing ALL THE TIME! I used to do a happy bunny dance and sing it all out, because I was happy about not worrying about anything else but showing and giving Love!

My favorite part of the song is this:

"Love, love, love, la la love
La la love makes the world go 'round
You can't hurt me with the things that you do
I'll pick up dandelions and I'll give them to you
Puppy dogs, kitty cats swimming through love"

I mean, yes, I still love this song, it's cute but I guess my dream bubbles have long burst into thin air and I am more convinced than ever that this whole love game -relating to all relationships; family, friends, romance and etc - can be so heart-wrenching that it's just best not to believe wholeheartedly in it any more.

It's a mysterious Life, you continue to wonder and ponder, but hey, it's a Life to Live. So, live it through and through. Perhaps, something mysteriously wonderful would appear. Who knows?

-shrugs-

I ammmm just a bunnnnyyyy.

x,
Tiff